Life

  • Time heals just not completely

    Time heals just not completely

    Today as been a bittersweet day, bitter because you’re gone and sweet because you’re in a better place. Today feels like so many things and everything at once as I try to control my emotions and hold back the tears I can’t help but remember you today. I can’t help but remembering that day in…

  • Waves

    Waves

    Life is full of waves. Just like at the beach some waves you see coming and you’re able to prepare and then there’s some that you don’t see coming or just too strong and knock you off your feet. Either way you don’t lie there and drown you get up. It may be hard to…

  • Racing Time

    January 15, 2024 I received the call that the father of my children died tragically in a car accident. The day started out good, a much needed day off a holiday, it was Martin Luther King’s Day. I spent the day out as a self care day, lunch and touring the city. As the day…

  • Time to fight

    Welcome to Off The Top! I used to blog years ago and lost interest. What made me start again, a state of depression. Yep I said it, who wants to admit it, surly not me. I’ve always been perceived as the strong one, mainly because I’ve endured so much but rarely show my pain. I’m…